I am not going to get a thing done today…

I’m sorry for missing last week, but those Thursdays sneak up on me.

Is that a Thursday?

I was also playing Baldur’s Gate Three when I should have been writing, obviously. Well, since there is no game tonight – moved to Mondays – I can finally get back on track for blogging at a regular day and time like clockwork.

Well, crap…

I’m getting ready to write another ice cream scene in Tribal, and this is going to be a doozy, so I really want to get it down the first time. I’m over halfway through the draft, so it’s looking like I’m going to have it done before the self-imposed deadline of December 31^st. I hope so because I am so far behind on my outline for Unbound. If I can get it done even a little bit before the end of the yar, I can spend the remaining time flinishing up the outline, because January 1^st – come hell or high water – I am going to get it started and finish it in six months. It’s going to be hard, but I have ot do it. This idea has been laying dormant for way too long of a time, and I think I have a shot of getting it traditionally published.

I also just finished up watching the movie Weird: The Al Yankovic Story. It’s a funny movie that pokes fu at Weird Al and rock movies in general. The jokes are there, but you’ve got to be a bit of a Weird Al fan or a movie buff to get some of them. I recommend it if you want something silly and pretty much by the numbers.

Not much else going on. I’m trying to get a group together in my area to play some Pathfinder 2.0, and that’s coming along as expected. Badly. It’s not a niche game, it’s just that it’s overshadowed by the larger dragon in the room. I might have to go to startplaying.games and put down some money. Not the best option, but the only one I have right now. If you’re in the Clarksville, IN area and want to get in on this game – drop me a line. I am way more interested in live games than I am playing through a VTT.

That’s really all for now – just me and my boring life trying to outhustle the crackheads. Hope your life Is far more interesting than mine, and I’ll see you in the next one.

I started watching Alien: Earth and I’m already disenchanted with it. I am a fan of the franchise, and I consider the original Alien a classic in the horror genre, but this iteration is just not really appealing to me, yet.

I’m just tired of the bad corporation trope in general. I know that Weyland-Yutani is the big bad in the films – even way back to the original movie, but I would have liked to have anyone else, anything else to be the protagonist. Or no protagonist – have it all be a messy industrial accident. Anything but a corporation that seems to delight in corporate malfeasance.

I’m also tired of the ‘corporations run the world’ trope as well. Again, I know it’s a cornerstone of dystopic sci-fi, but it’s also been done to death. I know that this trope has historical precedent, but let’s not go for the low hanging fruit? Besides – you really think the government is going to let these companies run as rampant as they’re depicted in most dystopian sci-fi? No one is going to give up power. Share? Sure – but knowing that the first sign of weakness is going to be the signal to take them out.

The beauty of the xenomorph is that it is an animal at the end of the day. It is unthinking, unfeeling force of nature. It doesn’t care about your stock portfolio, it doesn’t want conquest. It wants to feed and procreate. No matter how advanced we get in this particular universe, it doesn’t care. It will terrify us, humble us, and it does it with no emotion. That’s the horror of the movie – dying because you were in the wrong place a the wrong time. The xenomorph has no agenda.

Another trope that figures in the show – and can be traced back to the original movie – is the malicious robot. I know, I know: the robot can only do what it’s programmed to do. It’s not evil, it’s made that way. Are you telling me that the world of Aliens had no one stand up and say: “I’ve been reading this Asimov guy…and I think he’s got some good ideas about programming robots.” Even roboticists nowadays are programming – hard coding – the Three Laws of Robotics into systems. I’m ready to see man’s inhumanity to man again.

I know I’m knocking at the main tropes in this show, and the franchise in general, but it can be really good if they head in different directions. I liked Aliens 3 because it was different. No Marines. No scientists. Just man versus nature.

That’s what I want in my movie, but who am I to argue?

This is not what I wanted to write about, but technology has failed me again. For some unknown reason, my Bluetooth keyboard can not connect to my PC. I know – for you this is Thursday and you came here for updates to whatever project I am working this month (Tribal ia atill coming along, I’m getting ready to make a major revision). Instead, I am going to complain about my keyboard because that is peak storytelling right there.

Sure, throw that in my face, Bruce.

When it comes to keyboards, I am very picky. I want to have a certain feel to the keys. I want a particular sound. I want to hammer at the keys and see words come up on the screen (or see my little character from BG3 move around). I used to have one of those portable keyboards that all rubber, and I got rid of it within a month of buying it. The keys were too stiff for me. It felt like I was using a training speedbag rather than typing. Maybe it helped my typing speed, but it was too laborious to use it.

Am I crazy? I mean – above and beyond the normal level of madness writers have. I liked the springiness of the keys on my Bluetooth keyboard. It made a nice, professional clickinb sound when I was in a good writing mood. Not to disparage the keyboard I am using now. It did come with the PC and the keys feel deep and responsive. As far as free keyboards go, it’s fine. Better than what I would expect, but it’s not my Bluetooth keyboard.

Don’t worry, I’ll skip all the other stages of grief and get to acceptance soon enough.

As I said earlier, Tribal is coming along. I’m writing a scene that I wanted to revise and try to subvert expectations. I want to show Edgar still has a long way to go in becoming a real part of the pack. So – he’s going to get a beatdown at work because…why not? Let’s be realistic here – he’s only been a part of this werewolf fight club (yes, you read that right) for only a couple of months and he’s only been a full member of the pack for a few days. There’s practical knowledge and there’s experience. Edgar has very little experience.

The outline for Unbroken is very slowly coming along. I think things are going to pick up once I get into new territory. As it stands right now, I am still in the stickball game scene and the tides have changed as far as who has the ball. I can’t wait to get a little further along.  I have so many ideas!

I think that is going to do it for now. This keyboard is starting to grow on me, but I am going to try to get the Bluetooth fixed. I am not going to give up! I am going to take advantage of this denial while it’s here!

Here’s the issue I’m having. I’m writing the outline to Tyro’s series, and I am judging myself harshly on what I am puuting down for the outline. I’m bored with it. To quote Happy Hogan: “There’s no new ground being broken here.”

I know why that is: This story has been in my head since 1997 in one form or another. It’s boring because I have been tweaking the story since I was a young man. I’m writing down the outline and thinking that this is the most boring step. I want to go ahead and start writing it.

So – you mad genius and literary light of Gen X – why not write it now? You’ve been blathering about it all this time. Isn’t it time to nut up or shut up? I can hear you say to your computer screen. There are a couple of good reasons:

1. I am still working on Tribal and trying to get that finished before year’s end. While I am working on Tyro’s novel, I am going to publish Tribal and a couple of other books over the following year so I can try to gauge interest in my horror offerings versus my urban fantasy. If I drop Tribal, I might not be able to pick it up. I’ve got two other novels planned after this one (The Crab Bucket, Serve Me Now) not to mention planning another horror novel and possibly a couple of cheeky romances.
2. I want Tyro’s series to be really good. I mean not self-published to die a lingering death like a Victorian Era orphan. I am going to put this out for mass market. So, I’ve got to make sure that everything is on point and that means outlining this thing to death.

I have to remind myself that I am not being judged on the outline. I am going to be judged on the final product. That final product relies on me having a good outline with a clear set of directions. I’m writing the second draft of Tribal because I got to the point with the first draft where I didn’t know where to go, and I still had story to tell. I’m not going to fall prey to that with Unbound. Same thing with Serve Me Now – I got to a point where I just summed things up and that didn’t satisfy me. I do have to get to the outline on that one, however. I just need to carve out some time and all that.

Well – I do need to get to work, so I will let you go. Wish me luck and don’t forget to feed your authors.

Ever heard of folk horror? Think of movies like Midsommar and The Witch. The British really pioneered this movie genre with Wicker Man (the good one), Blood on Satan’s Claw among others.

This guy knows what it sounds like to be stabbed in the back…by stabbing someone in the back.

Well, while scouring YouTube, I found a channel that deals with horror writing, and there was one such entry about folk horror. Thinking, well why not? I clicked on it and watched. As I watched, I realized that this was a genre of horror I could get into. It ticked all the boxes for me: the creeping sensation that something is wrong. Knowing that something is wrong, but no one will or wants to believe you when you warn them. The subversion of the notion of society. Where has this been all my life?

And while I watched it, it hit me – this is the sequel to The Quietest Heart that I have been looking for. For decades (yes, decades) I’ve been trying to continue the adventures of Anya and Rhona, but I never came up with a good idea. I wanted to test the relationship. I wanted to explore more of Anya. I wanted to put the two up against something and see how everything shook out.

I grabbed a notebook and re-watched it, making notes about the qualities of the folk horror genre. Sure – it’s a tried and true trope, but can fit fantasy so wonderfully, and to be honest – who would see it coming? A friendly village in the middle of the woods. Everyone has smiles and waves…to one person. The other is treated with minor deference, but the stares are little too hard for her tastes. The whisper campaign is getting a little heated.

I can’t wait to get started…eventually. I literally just last week. I’m still deliberating about having certain characters in this book, or should I get rid of them? They would tip the power scale over the protagonists’ side quite easily. I’ve got to think about that one.

Also – the story takes place on a fantasy world I created that has undergone several changes in history, societies and populations. So, I’m going to have to carefully write this one so that the world can fit into the abridged history I wrote for the region. It’s a small worry, but I’m still going to obsess about it because it’s me. Anxiety? I’m soaking in it.

Is this new addition going to delay any of the other projects? Nope. I’m still working on Tribal, outlining Unbroken and making characters for my meager attempt at literary fiction called The Crab Bucket. Do I have a lot of irons in the fire? Yes. Am I enjoying myself? Also, yes.

I should get to work with…something. I hit my word count for Tribal today (not a huge amount) and I got let out of work early. I might outline Tyro a little, then make some more notes on folk horror. I should watch Misommar again to pick up some other things about this genre.

Ta-ta for now!

Guess Where I Am?

(Editor’s Note: I’m a writer, math is not my strong suit)

The novel Tribal is coming along. I am injecting a little humor into this one scene where Edgar tries to tame the wolf within him. I figure that this will be the palate cleanser before the next major scene where Edgar learns a little bit more about the pack and tries to even the score against his nemesis Carlton. I can’t wait to write that scene! I’ve gotten some new ideas since the last time I wrote it, and I want to see how they’re going to look. I just hope to have it finished by year’s end now.

The outline for Tyro’s first book creeps along, but that doesn’t need to be finished until the end of the year either. I’m still on fire to get the project started next year. I’m enjoying what little of the outline I have started, as I am jumping into Tyro’s voices very early. I just don’t know if I am going to keep them as voices that kinda talk to her off camera, or if they can control or influence how she functions. I’ll have to think about this one a little bit while I am working on the outline and the notes.

I think another thing I am going to do is get some more books released next year. I’ll (in what little spare time I think I am going to have on the weekends) edit down Alien Voices and get that set up for a release next year. Maybe also edit Agonizing Alibi Day and get that out there. It’s been way too long since I have put anything out to be read. That’s a major goal of mine – to get more out there into the reader’s hands. I need to get going on that, like the song says (unless Google is lying to me).

I am going to be on vacation next week, so there will be no regular post. So, have fun, relax and I’ll see you after next week. Tat-ta!

I’m just going to do it. I got the second to the last of the things I wanted before I started Tyro’s outline and notes. The only thing that’s missing now is a pen for me that’s a bit of a treat. If any of my fans want to get this for me, I won’t say ‘no’. With the notebooks in hand, I just decided to go on ahead and start with the notes. The idea for all of this is to make something so that if I should meet misfortune, someone can pick up my work and continue on.

Come here often, Miss Fortune?

I also want to get all the facts right so that if I end up continuing it past the triology, I have a substantial body of work to draw from for inspiration. I can’t keep this in my head forever, you know.

I’m also on fire to get this novel started. I know I’ve said that in the past, and usually this is the “burn out rather than fade away” sort of thing, where I am intensely interested in it for a few months, then it fizzles out.

Classic.

I have the feeling this is different. This is a second draft, so I know what’s going on in this. I have new scenes that I want to put in, and this is an idea that’s been with me for a while. Maybe this is the Universe telling me that this is what I should be working on. I’m just so wound up about the whole thing.

I am still working on Tribal. I’m not going to ditch it, I’m adjusting the due date for me so that I can write it during lunch and still have some time to work on notes. This is going to be the last project I finish before working on the first Tyro novel. I’ve got something going through my writer’s group, and I have a couple of other projects that need some tending to as far as mistakes. I can release books next year (and maybe I should..) and still work on the big one.

Well, I should get started on things, so I am going to leave this here and scramble off the figure out where Tyro’s personalities all came from. Ta-ta!

I don’t know if I am going to finish Tribal on time. I’m only on chapter five, and I have yet to introduce the other werewolves in depth. This should not surprise anyone who is a regular reader to this blog.

The F-35 Stealth Deadline — you’ll never see it coming or going.

I might have to divide my time between writing the book and the outline for Unbound – which is going to start January 1^st, 2026 regardless of where I am at with any other projects. I’ve got to get this done. Did you know I started this in 1998? All I have to show for it is an old manuscript that I have disavowed and a bunch of scenes and world building in my head that needs to get out. This is my baby, and now it’s old enough to vote, drink and smoke – probably doing all three while waiting for me to get to it.

That’s going to change ina few months. I’m spending the last three months of the year working on the outline for the first book, then work on the novel for the rest of the time. My only goal is to get at least one of the books in the trilogy finished…now that I have the theme of the third book a lot more solidified in my head. I’m not going to rush this series, as much as I want to get it out into the wild, I also need to take my time and get it right. Tyro deserves no less than that for my efforts.

Speaking of Tribal, it is coming along, just a little slow. I am going to take advantage of the three-day weekend to get caught up and even pad the word count a little. Right now, Edgar is meeting the other werewolves and he’s getting introduced into the fight club with the pack. This is the beginning of the second act, were we see him starting to adopt some of Jimmy’s philosophy. Not to worry, I am going to work my ass off to get this one finished on time. Editing can come in a few months while I am writing the Big Project.

I also want to announce that one of my friends has a new romance book out and you should get it! Now, I am not one to read romances all willy-nilly, but this is the one exception that I heavily endorse. She’s a great writer and a good friend. Go get it! Now!

That’s all I have for now. I do need to get some writing done since I got so little done at lunch. Ta-ta for now!